Bad Santas

With Christmas a few days past now, I’m sure many of you have downloaded all the holiday photos. Within the stack of pictures of family members stuffing themselves silly and of the overly-decorated Christmas tree, are a few photos of the kids on Santa’s lap, right? It should even bring back memories of when you once sat on Santa’s lap. Was it a scary moment? A happy one?

Sketchy Santas is a website dedicated to mostly questionable and terrifying moments children had once experienced by sitting on the lap of Mr. Clause. There are some pretty funny memories captured. Some Santas I’m sure have also appeared on America’s Most Wanted… Hopefully the kids escaped with little or no traumatic scarring to later deal with in numerous sessions of therapy. Anywoo, take a look of the many pictures from the past and present and perhaps even add yours to the stack of sketchy Santas…

The Impossible Project

Impossible project

It was back in 2008 when Polaroid ceased production of their vintage instant cameras and film. Many of our cameras that we once purchased and captured tons of comedic family memories rendered obsolete.

The Impossible Project is bringing back to life the very popular and epoch style of photography. They’re not simply just reproducing the Polaroid film- they are reinventing it.

You’ll be able to purchase this newly reinvented film in mid 2010. If you’re like me and you can’t wait until then, occupy your time by supporting the project by purchasing some Polaroid-lover t-shirts. I’m especially excited because there are some excellent photographic effects and processes that is unique to Polaroid and can’t be replicated quite the same way.

Everyday, you learn something new…


After reading an essay assigned for my English assignment, I came across a name, Jules Feiffer. And thanks to good ol’ Google I learned a little something. Apparently, he is most known for his illustrative work featured in comic strips and children books, but even had his work appear in some Playboy issues. Not only is he a talented artist, but he’s written screenplays and short stories. He started his education at the Art Students League in New York and the Pratt Institute in Brooklyn. See, you learn something new everyday.


For my English Composition class, I had to write a reflective essay. I must say, I had fun looking back in my life, deciding on what I should reflect about. Below is what I came up with. I hope you enjoy it.

I was pretty fortunate to evade racial encounters throughout my life- either for reasons of being purely naïve or just pure godsend. I lived in a world where people were from different countries, had different backgrounds, and they had different color skin. There was no rhyme or reason for it. My father being black, from the south, and a descendent from slaves and my mother, a descendent of Czechoslovakian immigrants, coming from Germany to America knowing barely a lick of English- it still hadn’t occurred to me their feelings of anguish describing to one another their cultural confrontation with a stranger. I would overhear how angry, disappointed, and offended they were- but over what? I didn’t understand. I didn’t comprehend why someone would have to explain or answer to anyone the color of their skin or the country of their birth. Or why they would even feel compelled to answer to such ignorance. It was because of their protection that I lived blissfully without having a brush with racism, bigotry, or discrimination for so long. But their protection couldn’t last forever.

The sharp sound of the lunch bell interrupted the teacher. I quietly put my things away and followed the herd of students down to the “café.” It was a middle school without hallways- the classrooms were grouped together by 4 or 5 trailers scattered on the middle school campus. It was a time of day that every new student dreads. Being a newbie in a classroom isn’t so much as difficult as being a newbie in a crowded lunchroom. Standing in line like every other student, trying not to draw attention to myself, I looked above at the menu deciding what I should have on my first day. Suddenly, I felt a poke at my shoulder; I turned to face a chubby, short stature black boy; Xavier. As I turned to him, I noticed not only his eyes on mine, but so are a few other dozen eyes. I smile as I waited for his response. “Why do you act white?”
Out of all the things that I expected or even didn’t expect him to say, that was surely a surprise. Why do I act white? How am I acting white? If I am acting white, how would I know that I am? Is white a new California slang term I haven’t heard before? Not sure how to counter and considering his tone of voice and the very meaning of his question, I took this acting white business as an insult; perhaps a characteristic a student here shouldn’t posses. With the shrug of my shoulders and shake of my head I replied, “I don’t act white,” with a bit of question and hesitation in my voice. Not only did I not fully understand his question, I didn’t quite understand my answer either. As quickly as he asked, the conversation, for now at least, was over. The line started to move a bit quicker, I gathered my items, paid the lunch lady, and sat down as I tried even more so to blend in.

Those next couple of weeks I kept a safe distance between Xavier and myself. I avoided conversation with him like the plague. Unfortunately, my dodging skills needed much improvement. The next run in I had with Xavier was during our health class. He, along with his friend DJ approached my desk. The next words that escaped their mouths were ones that shadowed me for quite some time. Again, asking the very same question that perplexed me the first time, he asked again why I acted white. This time around, I considered my last retort, and I asked what he meant by that. Perhaps I read too much into it when he first asked me in the lunchroom. He went on to say that I talked white, I walked white, and I’m not as dark as he and his family is. Still, not completely grasping this concept or even why it mattered to him, I simply told him that I’m not fully black. I’m black and German. He responded, “Oh, so you’re an Oreo.” Afraid to even ask what the term Oreo meant, I did so anyway, intrigued at what his answer would be.

I learned something new that day. I actually learned quite a few new things on that day; an Oreo is someone who is black on the outside and white on the inside; thus, someone that is acting white. As his friend DJ so kindly pointed out as well, I also fit the term Albino. Of course I wasn’t a true albino in terms of medicine, but I fit Albino in this slang and demeaning sort of way because I wasn’t as dark as the other little black boys and girls. I was also a Mulatto- someone who is mixed of both black and white ancestry. I was only called Oreo to my face; Albino and Mulatto were terms that both DJ and Xavier wanted me to know- for the sake of my own knowledge and experience, I suppose.
Some years had passed since my Oreo incident. Though at the time I hadn’t realized how much it affected me, it did have an impact on my perception and my protective little bubble my parents tried so heartedly to keep intact. A few years following my minor, yet significant brush with animosity, was my freshman term of high school. We had just moved from California to Colorado the summer before my first year at Widefield High School. Completely different from Ft. Irwin, Widefield was a civilian (non-military) school and was completely diverse in cultures and background. My expectation of attending a diverse school was simply that I wouldn’t be asked why I acted white. I assumed they would already know being surrounded by so many different cultures, acting white, wasn’t acting white or acting like anything. Just being.
A friend and I had decided to go to the mall to do a little shopping; relieve some much adolescent stress. Cindy, like myself, is also of mixed heritage. She’s black and Korean. The mall was growing scarce being that it was late in the evening on a school night. On the way out, we stopped in a store so that Cindy could pick up a few last minute items. There were two other girls just a long stride behind us. They were white. The clerk, also white, was at her station as she smiled and said hello to the girls behind us, but not to Cindy and I. I thought nothing of it at the time. As Cindy, myself, and the two other girls looked around the store, the clerk walked off to arrange some items next to the cash register. The girls walked up to the register, items in hand. The clerk took no time to come back to her station to do business with the two. My watch read 8:17. Not many moments later, Cindy and I were ready to pay for our things and be on our way. Though, this time the clerk was not as quick to come back to her station. In plain sight, the clerk, Cindy and I were in full view of one another. No one else was in the store.  Of course, I am not taking much thought into this. Still after my Oreo incident, my naïve world has yet to crumble. What seemed like forever, we stood there in silence, patiently waiting for this clerk to help us. My watch read 8:21. Four minutes had passed since we’ve been waiting for the clerk. Being the passive-aggressive person I am, I probably would have waited ten or even fifteen minutes for the clerk. But Cindy’s not so much. A loud clearing of her throat, Cindy hoped to catch the attention of the clerk without exchanging words. To no avail, Cindy then threw her items on the counter and hollered, “Ex-cu-se me. We’re ready to pay for our items now…” Amazed at not only Cindy’s bellow, but at realizing what just happened by putting two and two together. Did this clerk really have a problem with us from our first steps into the store?

I lived for many years, more than most, without facing a disappointing situation of biasness. In hindsight I can see that perhaps I was too blind to see the mistreatment I have endured. I see now my mother and father’s feelings of anguish- I have experienced it first hand. I am aware of the ignorance in the world as well as the intolerance that many still hold. I may not see it everyday, but I am aware. I am aware, and I’ll continue to not let it taint me. I choose to take my past, present, and future experiences that relate with such unfairness as opportunities- opportunities to be the bigger person, to educate, and to learn from them.

Everything you want in one device


If you remember your first cell phone- it was big and clunky, “color” meant a blue or green screen, and the only game you had on it was snake. Now think of the sleek phone that sits in your pocket. You virtually have the entire world at your fingertips. But with this new phone, you have that, and everything more. Move over iphone…

The Pomegranate NS08 has everything the iphone has and then some. The best feature, I think, is the Global Voice Translator. Language is no longer a barrier. Simply speak into the phone and it translates from your native language to the native language of your friend. If that doesn’t impress you, check out the site for even more great features.

Be sure to check the release date to see when it hits the stores near you.

Working lunch

Most of us work in some sort of office environment. And in doing so, being the observational kind of people we are, we notice things around the office- how people act, what they’re doing, what they’re not doing, how they talk to people, who they talk to, etc. A fun little comedy series, Working Lunch, has made the not-so-funny day to day routine we live into funny, thought provoking articles and mini series. My favorite is article is Social Anxiety.

So I went out and bought a red jump suit and a red hat and borrowed some gold rings and a necklace from my sister — pretty much like some of those guys in the video had on. And before I got to the office, I stopped off to get some coffee, and there were a bunch of guys outside all dressed in blue. And one of them seemed real nice. And he asked me if I really liked red. So, keeping direct eye contact with him just like I had practiced with my therapist, I started telling him about my plan to dress differently. And then these six guys, well, they said if I didn’t get out of there, they’d kill me. Then they chased me down the street. I had to leave my car and walk the rest of the way to the office.

Don’t forget


Everyday, men, women, and even children are reminded of their imperfections. Flipping through magazines, we gaze at all the pretty people- completely flawless. Even though we know they’re heavily airbrushed, we still want and dream to look like that. Well, here’s a little reminder of just how they get so perfect…

Real Love Potion #9


Love is all grand and dandy, considering you define it in an emotional way, but another way to look at love without being all lovey-dovey about it is chemically.

Science has brought us a very long way in the field of medicine, now even to the point of boiling the emotional state of love down to its chemical form- oxytocin. A study has shown that oxytocin is a brain chemical that’s released forming a bond with mother and child and males and females. Scientists infused the brain of a prairie vole with oxytocin and found she bonded quite well with a random male praire vole. It is hoped that this drug can help with failing marriages (along with marriage therapy). But should we have the ability to manipulate love with a pill? Even if our freewill, heart and mind says otherwise? Well, I guess that’s dependent on who you ask; a romantic or a realist.

Surely, in the wrong hands this drug can cause a lot of problems- but that’s with any drug… If you’re looking for love and you don’t mind that other person taking a pill every now and then to help fill that void, thank your lucky stars that there may be light on the other end of the tunnel. Read the full article here.

The Science of Weight Loss


If you belong to a gym, I’m sure you’ve noticed the jam-packed locker rooms around the 1st of every year. These people made it a resolution to lose weight and get fit.

Many people start off seriously, but some give up after realizing it won’t be as easy as they initially thought. I found some very helpful articles to aid in your fight against losing some of that junk in tha trunk.

Good luck! And remember, it’ll all be worth it in the end!

Fun winter crafts

Christmas is over, but that doesn’t mean the winter fun has to be over too…

To keep the cozy holiday season up until the very melt of the snow, here are a few projects that you can do as family. The snowglobes are my favorite- I have a bunch of handmade globes I made in my elementary school days. Good times. Good times.